Alabama

i decided...i am offically moving to alabama. I know it is crazy, buh being here has made me realize i need to be with them, and be in their lives. I have missed out on alot, and i will not do that anymore. I dont care who doesnt agree, or who wants to talk shit...ima do it. I love them soo much, noone has no idea! I didnt think i would be so emotionally attached to them. Each one has a special place in my heart, and i have a different relationship with each one. Being here has showed me i am loved, i do have real family memebers that wanna get to know me, and be apart of my life. It sucks cause i have been hurt before and i dont trust anyone...buh i gotta let that go, and i will! Im really excited about moving here! its a new start, better future, and jerry is coming with me, after he gets back from alaska! Im ready to start my life here! I just gotta count the days down, and not think about it. I gotta focus on schoool and graduating, before i day dream too much:)