Saturday 1 29 10

Today, My Mom Jerry And I All Had A Talk About Our Future Together And How We Would Like To Start It. Jerry Told Her He Plans To Move There With Me In A Year:) The Talk Ended Good. Then Went To His Place, and He Cooked Me Yummy Salmon<3 We Watched Half Of Step Up, Then I Got Really Crazy And Hyper, And Shut It Off. We Then Listened To Music, And Cuddled. It Was Great. Now We Are At My Casa, Sitting In The Kitchen. He Is Doing My Floral Homework, Cause My Ass Cant Draww:) Lol His Ass Is So Focused On The Picture And Making It Exactly The SAME!! Everytime I Look At Him, He Has The Same Facial Expression. I <3 Him So Much, My Filipino! Its So Funny. I Wish I Could Take A Picture! My Damn Phone Get No Service In This Houseee. Oh Well.

Alabama

i decided...i am offically moving to alabama. I know it is crazy, buh being here has made me realize i need to be with them, and be in their lives. I have missed out on alot, and i will not do that anymore. I dont care who doesnt agree, or who wants to talk shit...ima do it. I love them soo much, noone has no idea! I didnt think i would be so emotionally attached to them. Each one has a special place in my heart, and i have a different relationship with each one. Being here has showed me i am loved, i do have real family memebers that wanna get to know me, and be apart of my life. It sucks cause i have been hurt before and i dont trust anyone...buh i gotta let that go, and i will! Im really excited about moving here! its a new start, better future, and jerry is coming with me, after he gets back from alaska! Im ready to start my life here! I just gotta count the days down, and not think about it. I gotta focus on schoool and graduating, before i day dream too much:)

Siblings

This little boy reminds me of myself, and he looks just like me:) i love him soo much, plus he my favorite. I dont know why, buh i feel more connected to him, and i feel like i gotta protect him. I baby him like crazy, i dont care LOL. He is my little brother, and i will always baby him. Then theres tiara! she is just like me too. a little different buh i see myself in her. at first we were both stand offish buh now we getting closer each day we hang out! we are opening uhp to eachother, and we will be verry close in the future. Hunter looks just like me, and the most. She straight crazy and act like she 20 years old! I love her though. Jerry and her are gunna be close, cause he love her soo much. Haile is adorable. She soo innocent and sweet, i just wanna grab her cheeks. She is the one that is left out the circle, buh not with me, i make shure she gets her word in and is IN the cirlce. And finally GB he is a little stud muffin:) He is the most sweetest loving person i know. I make him to funny stuff and its so cute. He just is the lover not fighter out of us. I cant wait till i move here and be with them forever:)

Phone Call! 7:00

Jerry: One new messege(starts reading it)
Me: Babe can you read in your head i cant focus on my blog!!
Jerry: Keeps Reading
Me:BABEEE PLEASE READ IN YOUR HEAD!
Jerry: No Give Me 2mins!
Me: Noo, Ima Hang Up!
Jerry: No!
Me: Call Me Back When Your Done!
Jerry:No Call Me When You Done!
Me: No! If You Dont Call Me We Aint Talking Tonight:)
LOL Good Times! I Love My Boyfriend He Puts A Smile On My Faceeeeee:)