Happiness.

"Someday Someone Will Walk Into Your Life And Make You Realize Why It Never Worked Out With Anyone Else"



When Someone Loves, They Love Hard. When Someone Cares, They Burst Out. When Someone Is Betrayed, They Use Anger, And Lash Out. When Someone Tries Again, They Just Assume The Same Will Happen, So They Act Up, Letting The Anger Of The Past Control Who They Want To Love, Who They REALLY Want To Care About,Or Who They Deserve. You Cant Live Your Life In The Past, Move Forward And Give It Your All. Cause One Day That Person You Are Destined To Be With Walks Into Your Life, And You Cant Realize It Because Your Suck In The Past. Dont Let Them Slip Away. Just Remember This: Underneath ANGER, Is Hurt, And Underneath Hurt, Is LOVE.

Differnece.

Do You Believe In Fate? Or Love At First Sight? Even Destiny? Well, If You Ask Most People They Say Yes. Now If You Ask Them "Can You Describe It?" They Would Most Likely Say "I Cant, You Just Feel It." See I Believe, In Fate, Love At First, And Destiny, And I Always Said " I Cant Explain It." That All Changed On 10/30/10...Let Me Tell You How.

"Hey! Are You Nicki Minaj??"
"Hell Yeah:)"
"Oh Well Hey You Want A Shot?? Maybe Two??"
"Yeahhh!! Give Me Twwoooo! Thanks!"
With That Little Conversation, I Felt An Attraction So Strong That I Couldnt Help But Smile. Yeah I Was Shy, Buh I Flirted. He Walked Away, And I Went To Do My Thingg. I Was Walking On The Dance Floor, And Thats When I Bumped Into Him:)
"Omg! Im Sorry!"
"It's Ok NICKIIII!"
"Haha"
"Hey You Want Anotherrr??"
"Is It Strong? If It Is HELL TO THE NO!"
"Haha, Yeah It Is."
Before I Could Answer, I Was Pulled Away By Amy. We Went Back To The Garage To Watch The Beer Pong Game. Then As I Look To My Left, I Saw That Similar Buh Beautiful Face. I Had Chills, And Butterflies. I Kept My Composure.
"Hey You"
"Hey:)"
"Wanna Be My Beer Pong Partner Next Game?"
"Yeah Sure, Haha. I Suck Tho!"
"Awe It's Ok I Got You Covered!"
We Began To Play And He Asked Me My REAL Name, Where I Was From, If I Was Having A Good Time, You Know The Usual! I Answered. Then Asked Him The Same.
Jerry. Jerry Was Hes Name, And It Fit Him So Well. As We Played I Started To Realize, That He SUCKED At The Game. So I Got My Game Face On, And Started Sinking Those Balls In The Little Red Cups:) He Looked At Me And Smiled. I Smiled. He Laughed. I Giggled. It Was Adorable. Before We Got To Finish, I Noticed Red Lights OutSideee. The Cops Had Came. We Went Into The House, And Posted By A Capnet. I Didnt Ask For Hes Number, Buh He Said:
"Hey, Before You Go, Let Me Give You My Number"
I Said Ok, And He Put It In My Phone, Then He Texted Himself, So He Could Have My Number. I Lefted.
We Texted All Night, Untill We Both Fell Asleep, And Texted The Whole Next Day. It Wasnt The Same Boring Convo's I Havee. It Was Fun, Serious, And We Really Got To Know Eachother! I Started To Like Him, Buh I Was Not Going To Tell Him. He Asked Me, When He Could Take Me Out..I Never Been On A Date, So I Was Excited. I Told Him About My Game On Friday And We Could Chill After I Was Done. He Said No, He Will Just Pick Me Up From My House, And He Will Go To My Game With ME:) I Was Shockeddd! He Came, Met My Family, Then We Bounced. After My Game, He Took Me To Eat, Then Cosmic Bowling. I Have Never Had That Much Fun In My Life. The Next Day, We Were Hanging Out Again. He Took Me To The Movies, Then After That We Went To Meet Up With Katie, Amy, And My Sister At A Party. My Sister Instantly Had An Connection, Not In That Way, Buh A Brother-Sister One. Ever Since 10/30/10, I Had Found Someone, Who Makes Me Feel Like The Real Me.

Unstoppable!

your nothing buh a human, just a waste of life, yeah yu just a sprem doner! im not gunna let you defeat me, ill defeat you! your nothing, keep knocking buh you wont knock me, its alil to late to sorry, wah you say dont hurt me! you get no love, wah comes around comes around, and i dont need you, and i dont wanna see you! im done caring and wasting my tears on someone who cant even be a MAN! fuck you!

Damn

you see right thru me and i hate it, i dont know why i let you. i should stop. how do you do that SHIT??!!

R.I.P Baby JR.

to make a long story short. my girl dog got the diease parvo, which is deadly to dogs. and we didnt know and my mom took her to the vet and they said she was too far gone to save:( so my mom put her to sleep. very hard to do. Her previous owners said she had her first vaccine for parvo but she didnt. she had three dogs one dog didnt get parvo because a good friend took him. buh jr and diego got it. jr is my love, he was first born, and i named him myself. he got it before diego. we were taking care of him up in till today. we took him to he vet and by that time he was just like hes mom... we put him to sleep...im still hurting still crying buh i know hes in a better place...diego is on home treatment. and im praying he will be ok!! uhh today was a rough day!